Raging Waters

Looking around watching the waters lie still in my mind. Thinking of everything we've done. Gone over our mistakes, again and again. Nothing ever seemed to go our way. Now the waters are raging in my heart, sadly tearing every piece apart. Bursting with this hate. Trying to live it over again, figure out what went awry. I don't even know who I am anymore, everything I believed turned into dust and washed away. I walked into the waves hoping to change everything, and ended up drowning in the surf. I've watched everything from the beach, scared to get my feet wet. And wanted to be more in life then sitting in the corner alone. It ended as quickly as life began.